萧亚轩 - 地下铁


She looks much much better in other videos (not talking about recent times :/)

可听说
梦的出口
我们若按图索骥的走
是否就能找得到

爱美丽的轮廓
远处招手
当我们穿梭过了寂寞
只见霓虹灯闪烁

黑夜了白昼
春夏又秋冬
一天复一天
一周又一周都经过
谁在人群中
总低着头做梦

在人群中我们擦肩而过
在城市的呼吸里沉默游走
探索一份自己渴望已久的温柔
寻找着

我知道你会在那一头
我们就在对的那一秒碰头
下一站的出口有人等我, 有人等我
下一站的出口你等着我


Haven't been listening to any new chinese songs lately, so my playlist is filled with these...older ones. I used to like Elva Hsiao only cause my brother was a fan, but soon enough I fell in love too :] (not as much as leehom of course ;D)

地下铁 can easily pass off as one of my top five favourites :D

That album was the best one IMO, I'll gladly share her songs with anybody who wants them yay :D

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Anyway, I conclude that Leona is crazy, and so am I.

During english lessons at the computer lab, I began to mimic the way indians talk. Think mrs mohan heard though, wonder if she got offended ;/ No bad intentions okay, just for fun joy and laughter :] My family has got the best cow **** on earth okay I TELL YOU! felicia jeanette ngik and yp sure laughed till their faces got scrunched up like this }:D


Lately, I've been rather irritating and got a few people pissed alreadyyy ): I'm sorry, its always like that when my high moments come, but I'll try to not be okay :D



(I FRIGGIN FELL ASLEEP AGAIN JUST AS I WAS ABOUT TO START STUDYING HISTORY YESTERDAY)


found something weird too. My 2.4 timing was actually slower than last years' by 13 seconds but the position was halved (excluding the 10 guys who ran with us) YOU KNOW WHY? The people in front must have chiong-ed like mad after seeing the guys (which are scary people. esp chongrui with 8+ minutes omg).


(my inbox has 911 messages AGAIN. you see, its ALWAYS full so i've got to clear them more than 10 times a day. and its always at 911)




PICTURES: (obviously they're pictures HAHAHA)


this pretty cat was rolling around and sleeping in the middle of the pavement this afternoon (next to casa merah) I swear its eyes were REALLY VERY pretty!



Leona Yeo's TOTORO! Tonari no totoro totoro, totoro totoro! :D :D AIN'T IT CUTEEEE!



Peixuan and the pinball game! We didn't win anything, but THE SHORTIE YANNIS ONG DID. something on each try, MUST BE LUCK RIGHT?!?!?!




Shall stop myself from writing too much even though the day was a great one ^_^

Just wanted to share the song (which I'm sure many of you have heard)...bye :D

The darkness gives me a sense of serenity, being all alone in the house with only the lights in the room switched on ain't scary anymore. In fact, I like it. I love it.


A group of performers from (australia? africa?) came to our school today during assembly. We were taught how to say "one clap" and "two claps". Its "ba zhang" (zong zi) for one, sounds like that at least HAHAHA. Suddenly forgot how to say two -__-

The sexy lady in the middle was shaking her hips so gracefully but vigorously, it seemed as though her upper body's the piece of clay on a Potter's wheel. What cracked us (or just me?) up were the two half naked men putting their hands on their moobs while dancing xD


After the programme, P showed us ALOT of satistics on our results. The same old stuff that took up what seemed like an hour. They frigging shifted the emaths prelims to 22 august, so that we can show our appreciation towards the teachers on teacher's day. hah -__- I bet they needed the hall for celebrations, huh.



Yes, I'm using the computer now, but there's nothing I can absorb after an exhausting day, i needa break.Besides, blogging takes only around 15 minutes to half an hour and I'm done

(this took 20 minutes)



Shall do worksheets instead. Learning from my mistakes sounds like a better plan since I ain't going anywhere right now.


Bye, history common test tomorrow, PLUS an english speech to complete

I overslept. (Reached school at 9:50) :/ :X


Needless to say, I was dead beat after returning from tuition at 11pm yesterday night. Squeezing in a post was of top priority, dammit, did you think I could be bothered to rack my brains just to figure out a few linear law questions when tuition had just ended half an hour ago?

To hell with zuowen, zuoye and tingxie too, those could be settled in roughly 2+ hours...that was what I thought.

..and the fatigue was overwhelming


Imagine this: Sleeping for four hours the previous night, you drag your empty soul back into the lifeless body and think: "hey, its 2.4 later, lets get ourselves charged and ignore everything in school!".

Smart choice, because school was as mundane as saying "tap, tap, tap, tap x 100", and then the time's finally up -- dammit man, let the wind and your legs take you to the finishing line under the scorchinggg sun! After that's accomplished, take the extra mile (literally) and walk to Parkway Parade man, you can never get enough exercise!

Oh nonono, don't forget there's tuition till 10+, and the whole shitload of homework waiting for you! They're getting impatient, so pick them up before anybody bites you or throw green poo at you! (GREEN)


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So I fell asleep without doing ANYTHING at all. Nobody messes with yelaoshi, don't playplay!


In desperate times, moan and groan.

Mum: "Wake up! You haven't done your work! Its time for school!"
Me: "Huhhhhh, don't want to go to school laaaaaaa"
Mum: "NO, go to school, don't think you can always run away!"
Me: "Huhhhhh, but if I don't finish my homework I'll DIEEEEEE"
Mum: "Quick do them now!!!"
Me: "Huhhhhh, no timeeeee, I'll go to school during first recessss"
Mum: "sighhh okay, make sure you REALLY do your work!"


I DIDN'T OVERSLEEP LIKE I TOLD YOU GUYS (and actually I wrote that on the late coming sheet too).

Instead, 2 hours were taken to complete the zuowen and its back to slumberland I skip off to. Oh, heck the maths, they'll be done in school. Oh, shit the tingxie, I can always learn in school. Zuoye...? (KIDS DON'T LEARN FROM ME) chao1 ren2 jia1 de ba.

BUT I WAS REALLY FREAKING TIRED, HOW MANY OF YOU HERE STILL HAVE TUITION AFTER 2.4, HUH, HUH?


(Y)


The trip to school was a smooth one; despite the taxidriver uncle's disapproval, I was still late for school. Duh. But the uncle was nice I guess, arriving late should be seen as a crime, if not I'd continue to not feel bad about doing it. -__- Okay, I like the taxidriver :D


I've been told the General office aunties are curious people once, not really, actually :D


GOL (generalofficelady): "wah, late for school ah, overslept?"
Me: "*sheepish grin* hehhh, yeah..... :/"


Just like that. Weren't you guys shocked to see me suddenly popping out in 4L like that? hah. btw, the latecoming list is dominated by sec fours' names. I wonder why....


I'll skip the part about school. Like that only LOR.




Peixuan, Tingwei, Liling and I walked down the hill. STUDY DATE WITH XUANEE AT EASTPOINT! :D :D :D sorry to make you guys wait so long okay! ): Its nice to be walking down the hill with you guys again, you won't know how much I miss those moments!


Kobayashi = (Y) couldn't really concentrate, should really start honing my skills of concentration. I KNOW, YOU GUYS CAN PLAY THE GAME "CONCENTRATION" WITH ME :D :D :D

Hunger pangs came to haunt me again, Bento ain't enough for lunch. After much consideration (two indecisive idiots, what do you expect), the two of us headed off to POPULAR to grab a few black pens for myself and then to NTUC for food. AND SUSHI AFTER THAT.


XUANEE PLEASE UPDATE ABOUT THIS OKAY CAUSE YOU'LL MISS ME WON'T YOU ^_^

F.R.E.A.K.I.N.G TIRED.


K, the biggest accomplishment for me today was the 2.4 km run!

It wasn't a breeze okay, at around station 5 there was something like a BRAINFREEZE for awhile, and from station 10 onwards my feet and whole body felt as if it was on FIRE. No kidding, not just HOT, it was on fire, fireeeee.


So I got the 6 th position (obviously without all the guys -__-), forgot to take timing for myself though, so lame. It'll be out soon anyway so nevermind.

THANKYOU ANNIA FOR LENDING ME YOUR WATCH, REALLY REALLY! ^_^

If anybody here's thinking "what the hell, you said you can't run this year and see, it turned out like that?!" I REALLY thought I couldn't run so I don't say these stuff on purpose okay ]:


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Annia, Siyun, Minle and I cabbed to East Coast Park, reached at around 3:15.

Waited for a reallllyyy long time before the others arrived. Meanwhile, Annia, sy and I bought ourselves isotonic drinks and visited the toilet. The guys' run ended in no time, so it was our turn right after my many tries in adjusting the tightness of the shoelaces and the few big gulps of water. I don't care if the water will go sloshing around in my stomach, I'd die otherwise.

Come to think of it, I MUST HAVE LOOKED SO UNGLAM TOWARDS THE FINISHING LINE OMG. So many people were watching k, and thanks to those who cheered me on, gave me extraaa power to sprint towards the end :D



Jesslin you're okay already righttt, don't eat before you run the next time! :D



We took a picture after the run to put as our next wallpaper :D
RED FACES HAHAHA. UNGLAM SEH, but I like it anyway ^_^


Annia, Siyun, Jesslin, Kaiying, Ashley, Xinhui and I got our dinner from subway. THE USUAL. I LOVE FOOD FROM SUBWAY I LOVE FOOD FROM SUBWAY. but freaking hell I left my oatmeal raisin cookie on the table there ): NOOOOO!!!

After that, we walked a lonngg way to parkway to take bus 31, where I met Riane and Cindy. Reached pasirris 20 minutes late for tuition, ain't that bad eh?


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MR POH SAYS I HAVE TO FINISH MY LINEAR LAW WORKSHEET BY TOMORROW OR I'LL GET A GREEN FORM D:

there's still

1) zuo wen
2) zuo ye
3) Tingxie
4) Amaths

ALL BY TOMORROW. (Y)




No sleep for me tonighttttttttttt. I'M ALREADY FREAKING TIRED AHHH. HELPPPPP.


HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY CAROL CHENG HOI YEE :D

2.4 km run tomororw, GO EMMA!!

Dinner at 12 am, anyone?


Oh, don't look at me with that face. My TS fed me with loads of biscuits and 荷叶饭 during FTS till I was bloated.. flush down a can of japanese green tea to remove the oil, eh...?

Simply forgot to eat the meal my mom had prepared for me before she left to attend a wedding dinner. I'm usually a hungry monster, but not today.



Saw this on mrt on the way to pasir ris, its a priority seat for all pregnant women and the elderly, two on each row of seats.

I'm not sure if we're supposed to sit on them AND THEN offer the seat to those in need, or do we just leave it there untouched?

Gut feeling tells me it won't work, but the aim is just to raise awareness amongst the citizens (especially teens). Yes, Singapore should be a kind and caring society! On other thoughts, it might actually work :]



SEA OF TROLLEYS AT T3 yesterday! couldn't get the right angle to snap a picture of everything...



Freaking hell its a sunday! Art class day! I was pondering about it yesterday, to go or not go? In the end, kaying sms-ed : "I think I'm not going leh, yeeteng and pufang not going also". ): three out of five ain't going, so what's the point if only Xiner and I are, right? ):

supposed to continue with printmaking, but I guess...studying is more important. I'll come back for art after my o'levels (AND COMPLETE THAT RIBBON PAINTING)


So much for studying, cause all I did was to complete the bio paper (with the mcq cleared yesterday). Weekends = no mood for studying ): at least FTS forces me to do some maths problems.



Terie and I jogged for 2 rounds at the park right next to my house, and did some other exercises too :] That felt accomplishing, the tendon on my leg doesn't hurt as much now! A breath of fresh air, finally...

2.4 km run will be held TOMORROW! I have a bad feeling about it, haven't been running during pe lessons AT ALL this year :/ No choice, I'll just have to try to CHIONG as usual and HOPE the position won't drop anymore, if not I'll be sad cause its my last year running with this group of people, hah.

There'll be FTS for me at 7 after 2.4, seeyou at night then :D

Up on my pillow safe in bed

A bad dream came to haunt me last night.

Everything was so...real. In that particular one (there were two dreams, in fact), which concerned two characters closer to me in real life, it was as though every single tiny thread and ribbon related to those two was being pulled out and mixed in that condensed form of a story.

Condensed, because so much more could be happening, the storyline could be developed further, and of course leave me drowning in fear. Fortunately, everything happened rather quickly at the speed of a police-chase-victim movie.

Also, it was probably going to continue had I not jerked up suddenly and worried about it happening in real life, at around 7 am. At that point in time, blogging about it made the most sense to me.



So guys, blogging isn't like "oh, I'm blogging only because I want readers to have something to read everyday so my readership will go up, blah, blah, blah" for me. It isn't an obligation, its more like how writing a diary can be a habit psychologists ask people to pick up.

It helps and forces me to remember the entire event, to analyse it and preferably find a solution on my own even if its not written here.

You know what, after writing this I can finally be convinced its just a dream, just a dream, hah.




There are so many songs that talk about dreams and sleeping, hmmm.

"sleep" by Eric Whitacre which the choir has picked up for some period of time shall remain as my favourite one.



Face it emma, you miss singing with the choir too much.

Also, its true I shouldn't dislike them hmm, afterall they're just close to one another and that isn't their fault. Hating others sucks to the core, and I'll choose to listen to this opinion, then.




Colours make a difference to everything. This post shall never have any other colour besides black. It makes everything dull and m o n o t o n o u s, true to the emotions i'm experiencing and in a sense, freaky.

Well, the red can come across as a scary colour too. Horribly striking, don't you think?

Just between you and I...

I think there might be a minor case of OCD for me HAHA. For certain things, maybe. People have been giving me comments (especially for art, but some other things as well) such as "ohmy you're a hardcore perfectionist".

Ho, I admit it. I can stare at a portion of my painting for a loooonngggg time just to see if everything's right. Then I'll edit, and edit, and edit till it looks good enough. HMM. oddballz. But at other times, I'm just freaking messy. Look at my table omg -.- (THIS IS SO RANDOM)



Also, I THINK I HAVE A NEW FOUND LOVE FOR WRESTLING HAHAHAHA. Terie and I wrestled (you all don't look down on me cause I'm small k!) on her sofa today, which left the place in a mess. Cleaned it up, and she called me Maria and made me arrange the pillowsss at the end LOL.

HMM TERIE, WHAT WAS THE REASON AH THAT SPARKED OFF THE "FIGHT" AH? :D :D :D :D why, see la! see la! ( :D ) there's no way you can kill me right, WE ARE GOING TO HAVE THE ULTIMATE BATTLE AFTER O'LEVELS YOOO.



My concentration span is <--this--> short. no, i think its <-this->, or . Cause guess what, only all the bio reproduction mcq was completed with a teeny bit of Nutrition in Humans. From 12+am to 11pm HMM lol.




SHITZO, I have to go now cause my mom is naggingggg, saturdays are not meant for studying, hmm? DEFINITELY NOT. whatahell, 30 bio mcq questions. but it was a fun day nonetheless, we should do this more often after exams! (wrestling too!)

BUT NOT NOW, NOT NOW. GAG, I WON'T BE ALIVE IF THIS CONTINUES OHMYYY


The main highlights shall be here tomorrowwwwww. Basically, Terie, Sheena, Yh and I had dinnerrr at pastamania, and that was AFTER we played games and BEFORE we went to terie's house to study while sheena went home lolll.



hmm, its pointless for me to go "EMMA GOGOGOGO STUDY!!!",


I think it'll only work if I don't say anything, sit there till I'm stressed or realise that PRELIMS ARE A MONTH AWAY, then I'll start studying.




DAMN IT LA, GO STUDY. studying tips for me, anyone? :]

Peixuan asked me to visit them at the choir room today.

I would really really love to, but I can't go out today unless its for studying purposes ): Really miss you all too (yay its mutual! :D), and you guys JIAYOU okay, ndp is coming so don't slack and focus, prove to everybody out there that you all can do it okay!

Being zibei or whatever won't improve the situation and yingjun ah! Don't compare yourself to the previous comm leh (even though I'm not part of them) just do your best according to your own standards! Xuaneee and tingwei and looloo and jiaye and eliz and yingjun and fish and yufan and joyce. watch out I might be coming sooon! :D




To Leona Yeo Chin-lynn, HAPPY BIRTHDAY (its tomorrow) k! Sorry I couldn't come for your birthday celebration, I've really been thinking and thinking whether I should go, in the end I think I decided to say "yes", but my mom said "no" ):

So..have fun k :D I've never really gone out with you guys before, so ask me out after the prelims okay! hahah (I think I'm taking 1.5 days break haha) Sorry again for not being able to make it. For jeanette: "JUNEETEE!" *smooch*, for felicia: "feliciaberryyycia!", for vanessa: "Duriannn!", for chris: "I love shinku!", for christina: "*widegrin and poke*,

for the birthday girl: "HAPPY EARLYBIRD BIRTHDAY AND I'LL SMACK YOUR BUTT ON MONDAY DON'T WORRY :D"



WHY IS THE WHOLE WORLD BUSY o_O

9:41. ITS RECESS!

I'm not in school though, cause


1) I was sniffing and sniffing last night (terrible weather)

2) I reached home only at 11pm, bathed, rested for half an hour, zzz-ed for a LITTLE while, woke up to study geog and in the end didn't. It was already 3 by then

3) after long decision, I made up my mind; to sleep in and return to school during recess

4) My summary wasn't done either, and I was too tired to study for geog already



...so I slept with a jacket and woke up at 8 plus, with the sniffffiinggg totally gone :D

SLEEPING DOES WONDERS OKAY. It can make you slimmer too, but that doesn't matter to me anyway -.- well, but that's why i've put on weight this year lol (along with the bunch of food I shove down my digestive system)


In the end, going to school just for 4 periods made not much sense to me, so its studying till five plus today, ain't that great!


A trip to the polyclinic sounds pretty troublesome, I'll just use parent's letter la. (my mom approved of me skipping school cause I was really stressed up and tired yesterday ): )

I JUST ATE (Y) BREAKFAST, and 'll be at home i guesss.


awww sheena smsed to ask if i'm okay and that she missed my tissues hahaha. Here's an imaginary tissue for you, and i'm sniffle-less after sleeping thankyou :D



Something exciting lies aheaddddd.

of horse carriages



and pigeons on cobblestones.


Even though there were times in Olomouc I don't want to remember too well, I still miss it terribly. Here's only 2 seconds of my memories being captured.


During lunch with Anna, Annia, Ashley, Siyun and Kaiying at Simpang today, I got some things out. Its been a long time since we've sat together on a table, just talking and eating and laughing or ranting. Studying can't deprive us of things we've gotta say to each other, it shouldn't, can't and won't.


The times I spent in olomouc felt so different from moments like these; I'd just be glad there wasn't a moment where I was alone there. About other matters concerning my batch, let bygones be bygones, I'll forget about it soon. Nothing about that should concern me.



Three more months, and for now its studying all day and night.


& it doesn't matter if you can't figure out what's in my drawing, you don't have to.

"It's 6:10 already, you better wake up now cause you haven't bathed! You fell asleep yesterday night at 10 plus you know!"

"HUH?!?! SO LATE OMG OKAY"


Out I came from the shower at 6:40, nearly freaked out cause my bag is unpacked and I haven't tied my hair etc. etc. (fyi, I'm supposed to meet at 6:45 below my block where Terie's van is)

Everything was done in less than 10 minutes and upon reaching, I got pretty surprised cause there was nobody at the van even though I was 10 minutes late.


Just then, I remembered she sent me an sms saying she had a fever last night (at 2+ am).


(conversation modified, I can't remember word for word)

E: "hey are you still having fever, are you okay not? coming to school? ^_^"
T: "Huh yah haha of course, got no choice la ):"
E: "hmm okay then, i'm downstairs already btw!"
T: "I'm eating breakfast leh, my dad not fetching us to school today haha"

me: ?!@#$*&(%&$#%^&^? !?!?!?!?


I DIDN'T REALISE IT WAS LATE THURSDAY OMGWTH.

So, I gave Annia/Ashley/Kaiying a call to ask if they were having breakfast (cause I was MIA last night). Only ashley picked up cause the rest were sleeping :p Yah, so obviously no breakfast.

Halfway through my way home, Terie smsed to say I could eat with her and sheena at macs. SO I HAPPILY AGREED CAUSE I WAS TOO LAZY TO GO HOME AND I WANTED GOOD FOOOODDDD :D


LOL tou pai.

My egg mcmuffin was only half eaten cause I didn't have the appetite -__-

I'LL ORDER HOTCAKES THE NEXT TIME I TAKE MACS BREAKFAST, sheena fed me some and my, my, they're heavenlyyyyyy. Yeah, Terie's dad fetched us to school at 8 and yay we sang can't buy me loveee hahahaha.



STANDING BROAD JUMP AND SIT AND REACH FOR NAPFA!

can you believe it, I actually got 44cm for sit and reach (its normally around 28cm). I highly suspect that my legs were bent or something. Either that, or my body has already become more flexible after like, 6 tries o_O

Standing broad was 194cm, I don't know what to say leh lol, but mr gitandra's theory is wrong. I tried LOOKING UP while doing the standing broad on a seperate try, but ended up falling down -__-

So far, I've got A for the stuff I did except sit and reach (B). I'M DAMN INFLEXIBLE OKAY, and I still can't do any sit ups for some strange reason, so that'll be for next week.


In the middle of PE lesson, a boy from another class tripped over and fell. No, that wasn't just a normal fall, because he lay there, unable to move for more than 20 minutes I think. His entire thigh was swollen (BY ALOT) and the mere sight of it sends shivers down my spine. THAT painful. I heard it was dislocation, but whatever it was, it must have a hurt hell lot.

The efficiency of ambulances are amazing, because one arrived in less than 5 minutes. The paramedics bandaged him and connected some strange machine. Sorry I have no idea who he is, but whoever you are, get well soon okay! :D


went for a little jog with terie in preparation for our 2.4km run around the basketball court. Come to think of it, we should have gone down to the field because quite some people were looking and the moment was very DOTS.



My recess was spent with NH, JUnette, Leona and Felicia. I had no appetite again, and half a bowl of noodles ended up in the bin.


Heck the lessons, I failed my organic chem by HALF A MARK. I NEED HALF A MARK MORE PLEASEEEE.



Then it was EMO PERIOD for me after second recess.

This drawing (or doodle) contains ALMOST all my emotions then.

Its not nice at all, like wth who will produce nice drawings when they're emo right o_O


IF YOU CAN UNDERSTAND EVERYTHING THERE...
welcome, you'll be the first to enter my mind, my life.


Everything, EVERYTHING has a meaning behind it. They describe me much better than words, because they're not direct, and I like it that way. Go on, do you know what everything means?


Its fine if you don't, the drawings meant to be...confidential anyway.

What's on 4L's NATIONAL EDUCATION BOARD:


Its the joker!!!


no, its YOGA master lin you jia.
LOL WHY ON EARTH WOULD ANYBODY CALL HIMSELF YOGA -____-

Its done by kenneth lol. The name yoga is very...dots.



Today's racial harmony celebration turned me into a crazyass.


VP CRACKED ME UP HAHAHA. her first word to us was "WOW!!!" (WITH the exclamation marks).

HAHAHA, vp in good mood = rare sight. She kept praising us and sounded so high, we were like o_O-ing at her, even the teachers were damn amused k.

"WOW!!!" I CAN'T HELP IT ITS SO FUNNY. Kept repeating "WOW" on the way back to class. Too bad I only recorded the second half of the speech (boring one la), totally missed the "WOW!!!" and her very high moments LOL! WOWWWW!!!


Right, the rest of the celebration wasn't too bad, since they had mr tan, ms khoo, ms noriff and mr tham on stage SINGING :D mr tan had his usual funny actions yayyy. The act wasn't too bad, everybody could catch some balls from it HAHAHA. The malay dance was kinda boring, but whateverrr.



Having moodswings now I suppose, super high (to the extent of being a little irritating, sorry) in school and freaking emo now.

So high was I in the morning, that almost everybody who passed by 4L must have seen my waving arms in the air. FREE WAVE OKAY. WITH FREE SMILES!!


In class, turning around to disturb yipeng or ngikhiong has become my habit, so's giving jeanette (junette) free kisses HAHA. Not to mention bullying the stupid ngik :] Lets see, I gave many people tic tacs and she got NONE! :D (until a lonnggg time later)

y'know, when somebody was throwing the tictacbox back at me, mr hamdan went "WHAT IS THAT?". and took a sweet when I surrendered it over. HAHA SO TYPICAL OF MR HAMDAN, HE SHOULD HAVE WON THE BEST DRESSED MALE TEACHER AWARD! ):


XUANEEE, I SUPPORTED YOUR CLASS K! :D

3G was selling these papadum indian snacks, and I've promised xuanee to support her class haha.

Tastes quite fine, wonderful, because Ashley did something funny while thinking about it xD LOL, it was the handphone in sec 2 and now a plate!



Only felicia wore an ethnic costume in my class (and she looked extremely pretty, though she already is even in uniform)

Did I say how SHOCKED I was to see annalim in the malay costume? She was the first girl I saw in the morning to wear it, in my heart it was secretly thinking: OHMY WHO'S THAT GIRL MAN I MUST PASS BY HER CLASS AND FIND OUT!!!

in the end, I saw the whole class wearing it -__-




This'll end the post abruptly:


what an empty and lonley train I was in that day, there's practically NO ONE in it -__-


yeah, so get charged.

bye

a drop of water in the ocean

There are times, not too often i hope, where people tell me something and I sound as though I don't care, I can sense it from their reaction.

Please know I do, its just that finding a suitable answer might require some thinking. Once, I asked a friend if its okay to just listen to a person rant, because searching for the solution ain't easy. Well, she says all the person needs is an outlet so that's fine.

Hmm, does everybody think this way? At least I do. I want to care about everything in this world, even if it concerns me just a tiny bit.

I want to play a part in your lives, even if I may just be a drop of water in the ocean.

HAPPY RACIAL HARMONY DAY!


LOLOL!!! Okay, to the class who made this, no offence at all okay!

This happens to be the only photo I have on today's uh, racial harmony tour around the school since it looks pretty..interesting, ain't it :D


The tour was abit dots since I didn't play any games, but I would have happily agreed if anybody asked me to play zero point okay! (MY FAVOURITE CHILDHOOD GAME) Bought kacang puteh from ElizaBIRD :D Ngikhiong koped alot so I tricked her haha! HAHA.

Don't remind me of what happened in class afterwards, I simply went BONKERS and talked ALOT of crap.



Some random person JUST added me on msn and said "salam" o_O AND EVEN SENT ME A NUDGE?! sounds like a malay, but its racial harmony day tomorrow, so SHOULD I SAY HI OR JUST IGNORE STRANGERS AH?!?!



Anyway, some ant (BIG FLYING ANT) got into our class today, crawled through the girls' tables and they started going "ahhh" (i think). The very shy ant must've been afraid of female existence, so it crawled over to ChongRui's table.

BAD CHOICE. BAD CHOICE.

Chongrui smashed it with the chair's leg, and discovered it was still alive, so he squashed it again.

BUT it was STILL alive, so he poured water over it...BUT its little legs were still paddling about in the "pond".....so it got squished AGAIN by the mighty chair leg, its head and wings were dismantled/dislocated, and it had GREEN BLOOD okay.

The number of times it got "killed"? I lost count. Here's when it REALLY died:


no, the red thing is just PAINT.


I told my mom I didn't want to go to school today but she didn't allow again lol. Anyway, it was cause MY YAN YU WAS LEFT UNTOUCHED.

Yesterday, I told myself I'd get up after half an hour to start on yan yu. GUESS WHAT, I HAD THREE ALARMS, MY MOM TRIED TO WAKE ME UP AT 2, but nothing worked.....


normal cycle la, so all the studying for Yan yu was done in school again -.- Luckily the paper was okay, if not I'd feel SUPER guilty for falling asleep at 1230. good job.

SS test was abit indirect, THANKS ANNIA FOR TEACHING ME SS YESTERDAY! it was the most productive mentoring session ever, really ^_^ and you saved my life by helping me scan in the yan yu (lost mine)~


For the first time in ages, the trip down was made with ANNIA and SIYUN, where we shared a coke float at the end of our journey ^_^ I enjoyed myself alot talking to you lame peopleeee :D



Studying for me was productive cause I finished CAUSES of conflict for northern Ireland AND paper 1 for emaths :D



YESTERDAY:

Annia was my mentor for PMS, so she got herself a yan yan. Don't blame my for being so laggy, but its my first time seeing this dip-in-sugar yanyan~


cute panda leh!


even cuter biscuit stick!


absolutely adorable :D

I tried taking a picture of it in the air but it focused on something else instead ;p



warning: 我有暴力倾向


Don't say I didn't warn you hahahah!

Job easily done with a penknife :D CAN MAKE LANTERN WITH YANYAN BOX YOU KNOW?!



4L got last minute notice for our Bio SPA, thus nobody studied and mine got REALLY screwed. Ms poh passed the message around on SUNDAY, which said the spa was to be held NEXT WEEK, but it got pushed forward to yesterday (REALLY LAST MINUTE NOTICE).

20 percent for olevels is from spa dammit, this skill 3 is a sure-fail for me -.-



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COOKIES FROM XUANEEE! :D (best stuff ever)
THANKYOU XUANEEEEE! :D:D:D


saw this cute grocery bag on the mrt the other day, ain't it uh, cute -.-
no not cute I think its very lame cause its owner's like 30+ years lol.



& I've proved the theory right, there'll always be a couple pda-ing (public display of affection) in each carriage. The one in mine happened to be students in school uniform.

If you want to pda, please take off your uniform at the very least -__-




And you think you all very cool har?! Ya la, everything also got of course cool righttt. I'm not gonna type anything else here but there's ALOT to say. I'm not pissed, just speechless. (..........)

Nothing on earth can cheer me up besides my baby hamsters, it seems

I tried playing the piano
I tried reading
I tried listening to music
I tried packing my table
I tried lying down on bed

all of them won't work, until I went to look at my little darlings. :D


the two red squirmy worms from two weeks ago have grown up to become little furballs around a quarter the size of my palm, with coloured fur, little eyes and tiny paws.

They got abit scared when my mom was taking a few photos though, it ran at lightning speed on my mom's bed and out came a chain of poo D:

One of them fell off the bed noooo ):



Nah, I wasn't sad just now, just had no mood for anything, felt sian, quiet, nothing to say, don't want to talk to anybody, can't do anything.



BUT I'M FINE NOW, WHAT SHOULD I NAME MY HAMSTERS?

Riane Goh Jin Yen AND
Ryan Goh Yin Que
(haha golden swallow and silver sparrow)


NO I'M DEFINITELY GONNA RENAME THE GUY. Riane Goh Jin Yen sounds fine doesn't it -looks at riane goh :D-


You see, their surname is GOH cause the father's surname is GOH.

Even though they've never seen their daddy and should actually have the surname FUNG (chloe FUNG is the mother), I still want them to be a happy family and for Riane and Ryan to meet their daddy! :D



AN ANNA LIM, HAMSTER INCEST IS TOTALLY FINE!!!!!


YAY I'LL COME BACK WITH ANOTHER POST WITH PICTURES! ^_^


My, Siao. what number ahhh?

Today's so siannn, talked too much in school and acted too crazy, resulted in me being so quiet and siannn for the rest of the dayyyyyy. Hopefully I didn't look too buaysong (which wasn't the case)


I'll update about the past two days after I play the pianoooo, I'm bored of the computer and food, only writing will amuse me right now.

Pictures make a great differenceee.


After that, its work and sleeepppp.

If you ever become a mother, can I have one of the puppies?
(no I'm not directing this towards anybody hahaha! joking okay!)


FTS (freaking tuition sessions, as you all know) starts in half an hour, so I better leave the house now.

PMS (peer mentoring session) was VERY x 100 accomplishing, cause Annia finished studying SS with me, and we even did the chem worksheet! all in an hour!!! Thanks dear :D



The rest will come when the owner of this place returns at 10+.

Freaking tired now, was drawing and doodling... and HAH, when I finally decided to do homework, some mighty feeling of fatigue came by and knocked me down on the desk. PLONK!

Yah there were those red marks on my face again -__- Those sitting near me in class would now.


When the circumstance calls for it, ACT HIGH! ACTING HIGH WILL MAKE ME ENERGETIC.

HOO HEE HAA HII HUU WAHAHAHA BULALALALA. MILULULULU. KEZAZAZAZA!!!


what's this shit man hahaha, at least I feel crazy enough to do work -.-

A little appetizer before I start:



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Reading through the posts in my old blog really amuses me. I've put the link on the archives anyway.


Firstly, I tok liddat one lorhz from May to June 2005.

Then I suddenly converted to normal english without the excessive "...." everywhere and the irritating way of typing (but definitely not twit)


Secondly, I used to blog like an idiot (like analysing the failures of my cip carefully as seen on the latest post there, or posting my results and commenting on every subject)

Sadly, I've lost my password to that account, thus the cip post can't be pushed down, its stupid yes.


Thirdly, its a surprising fact to know that I've already started using "damn" since sec one.

Fourthly, you can see the word "sorry" everywhere on that blog, since the emma then LOVES using the word sorry, lol.

Fifthly, I was a lame idiot then. Well, I'm still pretty lame now if not worse, thus uh, no comments HAHA.

Sixthly, my life was all about results, studying, tv, abit of com, classes and nothing else.



Come to think of it, I've changed ALOT, ALOT since sec one.

I used to be a hardworking and studious girl, short like hell (i'm not short like hell now k), extremely quiet, abit anti-social I suppose. Cares excessively about teachers' impression of me, how others view me (though I still care alot right now :/), had zilch confidence, and very innocent.


Go read for entertainment, though I'm sure you'll get bored by it in no time. ya l0rhz, dun noe why i suddenly din type liddat in july 2005 horz.


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Had art class today, I've missed out on all the lessons where they learnt printmaking, but that should be fine..I think.

We did sketches and plans for the next 5 pieces of prints, and the rest said i was being exceptionally freaky today cause I had my ears plugged and was concentrating, just drawing and writing and drawing.

Normally, I talk while doing my work ^_^

Dammit, my stomach growled in the middle of the lesson so Xiner went down with me to grab a chicken sandwich from TCC (which was REALLY good I swear). I live for food. the sandwich costs 2.80, which I find pretty reasonable to be sold at a place like TCC


After that was FTS again, and then home.



I'm in the midst of doing something special :]

Life's about freedom

Recently, I've been obsessed over writing and drawing anything and everything on blank paper.

Freedom's what you call it, you don't get restricted by those lines when doing work, and you get to make full use of the space when you're drawing.


Talking about restriction, its just best for me to work hard like i've said dozens of times. Prelims are drawing nearer, and no, i don't work hard for the sake of getting praises or recognition from people, I just want to do my best such that I can have the freedom to do whatever I like.

I'd want to do something related to the arts, I don't care if I don't earn alot of money, doing something I enjoy would be satisfying enough. Freedom's needed for this, and working hard for this freedom is of utmost importance right now.


Three plus months before my O'levels, its a tad bit too late to start now since my studies have been lagging by quite alot, but better late than never.


Blogging shall still be part of my life cause it keeps me balanced :]

NBC honours band concert

Back from nbc honours band concert!

(sorry if post is abit long, I just miss writing longggg posts)


I was actually one of the three non-band members that went, but who cares right its all for the love for music! Seriously, I wouldn't mind going for these concerts everyday, cause its much better to watch them live than to hear recordings (that I actually already like alot, anyway)


Met Terie, JJ, Yh, Fiona (terie's cousin) for dinner at subway raffles city, where I got my usual - cold cut trio with no onions, more olives and honey mustard sauce.

I think terie couldn't finish (or didn't like) the footlong that she shared with JJ, so I got abit of her bread and tomato HAHA. A six inch ain't enough to fill my stomach, seriously D: There was some kinda silence on the way there, but we reached rather early anyway.

Four of us (JJ, terie, me, fiona, their cousin) sat at the back while the ahband members took up the whole row hahah.

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Ahband performed first, I wouldn't comment since I'm not really part of the cca to have any say in it, so you can always go blog surfing or something. Couldn't see much from the front seats so I didn't get the chance to see carol at all, at least I heard the horn solo :D But they didn't play March-bou-shu which made Terie and I pretty sad D:


(i shall not comment too much on the music cause uh, I don't feel too right doing that, me and my VERY VERY weird thinking, hahaha)


Next up was TKGS, and I was already thinking about Claire Chin, but I thought she would probably be part of the audience like our school's sec fours, so seeing her on stage came as a shock for me. A nice surprise actually!

She plays the clarinet right at the front of the stage, so she mouthed "ohmygod!" when I waved at her as they were about to sit down. Yeah, OHMYGOD. She had many solo parts too okay (Y),

Claire, if you ever read this, we must totally go out for some feast after the o'levels :D GLAD TO HAVE SEEN YOU TODAY, YOU'RE STILL AS SKINNY AS EVER, you can always visit your cca when you have time :D



and then Temasek poly. HAHAHAHA. There was this male flautist who had REALLLY long hair, dyed light brown with this super gay long fringe. Before he started, he BLEW his fringe away, so its like some tuft of hair flying into the air suddenly. He also kept glancing at the piccolo player next to him with THAT kind of eyes that say "i love you" HAHA.

The scene was so hilarious, Terie, JJ and I were laughing so hard at it. Some of the band members plus Rachelle (hello do you read this haha) turned around too, it was extremely amusing I swear. Imagine a lock of hair suddenly flying in the air in slow-mo and you'll get what I mean.

Terie and I had a nice time trying to spot AhBengs (loads of them), most of them had their hair dyed anyway, don't suppose you can count that as ah-beng-ness. xD


Anyway the song they played weren't bad, especially towards the end :] We all thought they played 3 pieces, but I just found out its a whole song in 3 movements -.- But yah, it was quite good.


-intemission-


there was some kind of fireworks display for idk what reason, it wasn't too spectacular a show since we only caught the last one and it was raining anyway. We're lucky we didn't go home in the end, cause the second part of the concert was really the highlight~


Chung cheng high yishun was pretty good since it was starting to have the feel. I don't know how to describe it, even though I'm not supposed to know how to properly judge how good or bad a band is, I'm sure most people can tell whether it has that feel or not. I totally forgot the piece which they played .__.


Next up, MJC! I've come to a conclusion that MJC's performing arts are of high standard (yes just look at its choir ^_^) I felt it contained some magic in it because it did, got my full attention at the very least, and yes it was enjoyable enough :D

But wait, there's still

Anderson Junior College. Man, that must be the best performance of the whole night man, the crescendo and decrescendos were made obvious, thought the LOUD parts were EXTREMELY LOUD such that my ears hurt abit after that, but its fine!

You know, when they started, everybody breathed and lifted up their instruments at the exact same time, it looked professional. The conductor was very energetic (reminds me of Mr Toh :D ) and put loads of emotions across, the playing was fantastic, of course.

They had this Piano solo part, but the pianist was nowhere to be seen ):



Maris Stella Alumni Band, another aweesome one! There's this part where they had to sing in the middle of the song while the other half continued playing. Yeah anyway the music produced was superb and somehow inspiring, I don't know how but it is. Its late now so I shan't comment anymore, go do your own blog surfing again hahaha. One word, great :D

The singing gave Terie and i some ideas, how cool would it be if Ahchoir, Ahband, AhCO and Ahdance were to perform TOGETHER in the school hall, surrouding the audiences and making everybody high. 'cmon lets all start writing letters to the school and make our wish come true. they'll definitely go well togehter :]


After the concert ended at around 9:15, jj, terie, their cousin and I waited for a short while for their van to arrive. During that period of time, we sang to phantom of the opera and did so in the car too. Basically, we were singing throughout the trip back home, and discussing about the performance too.




Hah, I should have joined band 4 years ago, at least I would have picked up an instrument and become a happier girl there, hah, hah, ha. much happier than right now during cca I suppose, without those distinct groups and all, hah, hah, hah.

Doesn't help that I'm not one of the best singers there, in my opinion I might be better off playing an instrument since I have been on the piano for 12 years, hah.hah. (though most people learn it, but whatever).

Don't get me wrong, I still love singing as much that's why I still faithfully attend cca for the sake of being part of the music. and to see riane and isabel and the juniors, hah, hah, hah. I feel like an isolated island saying this, but hey, i really love you guys alot really ,you're all great people ^_^

I don't think they'll let me join band in jc anyway, hope they do ): so its off to choir I skip off to. (mjc ah, but I don't feel like going there leh) Piano ensemble sounds pretty good too hahah.


No more emo for me, I typed a draft during the concert about my thoughts on this issue but forget it, i'm happy once more^_^



Lets end it off right here, 2:05 ain't early D:

Since there's abit of free time, here's a few videos from so you think you can dance :]

All of them are contemporary dances, cause I love them :D all of them!
Sadly, I can't dance for nuts, bleh D:

enjoy the videos, the dance itself normally starts after 1+ minutes I guess.



Travis and Heidi. I'd like to call it dancing by the park HAHA. (my second favourite routine, actually :D)

The best part is where they "try to touch each other through the gratings of the bench". Just watch it cause its really touching, also when he tries to get the flower and always turn away in the end.

The song "calling you" by Celine Dion is amazing, btw. I finally realised the lyrics were "from vegas to nowhere" thanks to ashley o_O



Ivan and Allison dancing to "why" by annie Lennox. WOW to this one ^_^



Neil and Lacey dancing to "Time" by billy porter, and this one was the most touching one man!

Mia Michaels choreographed it in tribute to her dad.



NOT TO FORGET MY FAVOURITE, CHELSIE! :D

chelsie and mark's contemporary (and you HAVE to watch the bleeding love one again, i posted it somewhere this/last month)

The song's "beautiful" by uh, Me'shell Ndegeocello and I have no idea who that is o_O
I just love it k, she really looks like a furball :D


HAHA, this is dorky hiphop, not contemporary.

Travis and Benji, its quite cool though 8D



WOW WHAT A LOAD OF VIDEOS, i haven't replied to my tags yet ohmy o_O

There isn't much time left though, till then!